finally.

i've finally mustered enough willpower to get on blogger.com. haha. feels kinda weird. one of the main reasons why i sorta stopped for a week or so was mainly cuz' of my exams. it was pretty crazy to tell you the truth. i don't believe i've ever seen the sunrise from this apartment of mine on so many consecutive days. and what a spectacular sunrise it is. well all this because of studying till' two in the morning and waking up at six to make an effort at cramming whatever i can till' i have to face reality at nine when the exam starts. I did however realise something (ok not really cuz i've known this all along but pple dont believe me) that i really AM A MORNING PERSON. i am k. haha. contrary to what the possibly the whole world is thinking right now. I AM. so there. gahaha.
but this only applies when i get out of bed when its still dark. like 6am or something. somehow.

living with kevin this past week has been quite refreshing. after living alone for sucha long time (k not really) i've actually grown to be a person who enjoys his solitude. but to actually have someone around to goof around with and play games and eat and all that is a change from my usual routine. Ohwell its coming to an end now. kev is flying back to philippines after his paper on tuesday. (grrr. not fair) guess i'll see him on weekends at russell's after he gets back.

after this loooong stretch of exam stress (and constantly having this THING at the back of your mind that kinda picks at you telling you that you're not studying enough and this and that), it is very weird to wake up each day not knowing what to do with yourself. i mean. i might even go as far as to say i feel a little lost sometimes. haha. just too much free time. is that a good thing? (i know pple still having exams who would so throw a shoe at me right now) but well i guess it because it just hasn't sunk in yet. it's been what..4 days since my exams ended? haha. probably by tmr i'll get back on track. today marked the first time in a long time i actually spent the whole day at home playing game. GTA San Andreas to be exact. So it's justified i suppose. heh. but i really don't want to spend my holidays just sitting at home and bumming (although that would be nice) i really want to get out there and do something with myself. i suppose its also because not everyone has finished their exams as well. it's sorta lonely when its only you. haha. (again, some pple would want to throw something at me. RIGHT NOW) mmm..will start some sorta program thingy tmr. to set out what i want accomplished this holiday. haha. trust me it will involve alot of things to do with getting fit. bwahaha. fat clunks aren't we, eh max?

i suddenly realised that i've written a substantial amount as compared to my regular 'leave-a-line-in-the-middle' entries. Or my 'song-or-thoughtfully-written-poem' entries too. figured there has been too much of both recently. so i decided to blog about something more 'real' . heh. just to keep things fresh.

Oh well. guess i'll end here. it's nearing two am. kevin is already sleeping and i should too. (maybe after abit of reading) here's a shout out to all y'all who's still havin' exams. Good luck and all the best! Have faith in Him that He'll see you through! =D

im out.
peace