its been a long week. heck yea...went back to m'sia for the better part of the week (and for christmas most importantly) and had a good time there. stayed at my grandma's house - the house i grew up in. felt weird at first..i was like...visiting another life? like..a life that had been lost somehow in the whirlwind of growing up and all. its strange really, but i throughly enjoyed it, no doubt. but what really did it for me was all the people around..my aunts, uncles, grandma (of course) and now..all the little ones! hahahaha...darn cute little 'uns..having a new cousin every couple 'a years..got to see the latest addition, justin, who's just a couple months old. Man. i feel old now..so i'm 18 years older than the little fella who is my cousin. hmmm..not that strange actually cos' my cousin on the other end is almost 40. lol. but anyways, i had a good time with all the other cousins too...huiying, growin' up quick..marcusssss - pick up ballin' boy! (my mini-me!) and all the rest...didnt get to see chelle-b, melissa..cal and shaun though. no worries, will prob see 'em on chi new year...on the whole, was a wonderful trip back to revisit my roots...heheh~

and since comin' back...more ballin'. pw says i always write the same th8ing over and over. but its true! thats all i do EVERYDAY! HOWWWWWWWWWWW

hahaha..had a great time at jj's housewarming today.

but i still owe pw 4 meals.

erk.

had a full court game tonight. was good. i ran point. nailed the first two threes right of the bat and had a few assists. was a nice game...but a bit relaxed...not uptempo at all. heck everyone was WALKING back on D. hahahaha...but it was fun!

=)

went to cineleisure again today for davin to see his beloved J down there at the cinema. hahaha..heck, he's talking with her right now lor! wth...hahaha..crazy~

its been a nice day.

rusty's back in sg. how cool. we gonna watch LOTR tmr with the rest of the guys. sounds good eh?

didn't really do much today either..but had a wonderful day~ woke up to suns/blazers game of which i watched 3/4's before having lunch wit davin..lunch was good. only plain chicken rice but boy do i miss hawker food. hehe~ suns lost in the end also..no amare, too much zach randolph. went for 30 and 20. sick shit. after that we played some gb and nba2k4 to let the food settle then went for some serious ballin' for the next few hours...shot till' my hands were all red and by finger was bleeding. but had a streak of abt 20 free throws. shooting was abit streaky today. finger hurt too much after awhile to shoot properly.

had dinner with moms and all, gd stuff. then went to acs independant for a play at the theater. it was sooo awesome! excellent acting all round and the story was good too, about a kid with a hard childhood who grew up to be a gangster and murderer, and was sentenced to life in prison..then abt how he accepted christ while in prison because he had screwed up his life and he couldn't be with his mother as she died from liver cancer screaming his name before she passed away, wanting to see him for the last time(his moms was the only one who didnt give up on him thru out the years) ..and it was a true story! the real guy (now a pastor) actually went on stage after the show to share with us a wonderful message..was really really good stuff..damn touching man..haha..really made me think about lotsa stuff..

had a good supper with jeanette, kok leong and davin after that at 848...ordered damn alot and stuffed our faces.

kinda sleepy now...more ballin' tmr...got a 3 on 3 tourney i think..hehez

balled today again.
was awesome.

heheh

ballin' again tmr

woohoooooooooooooooooooooo

finally. it was a clear day and a blue sky today. was awesome weather to ball. heheh. so i did.

feel kinda tired now. got up at 10+ and was bugged by my dad to go to cavanagh to check out something with the walls. somehow sorta dont feel like moving in there no more. even though its nice and big and all...well furnished...and in orchard.. so what? i like YISHUN! wahahaha...mm..dunno...but seem to prefer my yishun place at the moment. sigh.

neway had lunch at northpoint food court. was okok lar. but i shoulda eaten char kuey teow. haven't eaten that yet since coming back. haha. din eat that much though cos' was ballin' later! hahaha..so i did..in the afternoon. played with my dad and sis first then with davin and some of the guys there. was good. hahaha..then after that went swimming. kinda nuts after playing 4-5hrs of basketball but i did it anyway~ fancied a nice swim since i hadn't used the pool since...since i dunno when..but the water was bitterly cold. froze my ass off lor. if that wasnt enough i still went for golf after dinner, accompanied my dad to the driving range and torched the woods and irons for almost 3hrs. completely ripped my hands after that from swinging too hard. hahaha..but was good too. can outhit my dad! haha...damn lucky man..

yea..tired..gonna do something similar tmr though..haha..

but it was reallie fun today..
=)

today started wit me waking up in my own room for the first time in a loooooong time. was great to have the sunshine peeking through my curtains to wake me again in my room. ever since i left for melb my room has since been converted into a study, and ive been sleeping practically everywhere else (sofa etc etc) since coming back...but this time was different. cos my dad is back too. hahaha..so now i got to pull a mattress onto my room (now a study) floor and sleep there. its not quite the same, but its great to have that feeling again. the feeling of MY room. the room that i grew up in. so many memories still linger, of all the fun and feelings that i'd been through in this very room. nice. i remember crawling under the table once while chatting on the phone. i can still see myself mugging like mad for the exams with only the table lamp on, and my stereo (now gone) blasting some sun yan zi cd. mmm...i 'member playing games on the com with davin, but mostly i rem myself stealing the phone and hiding it in my room, (only one cordless in the house) then..err...secretly use it till the wee hours of the morning. then also waking up for school when it's still dark out, and not wanting to get up most of the time until my sister or my mother comes in and pulls the covers off 'a me. hahaha...ooo..and i miss my chair. wonder where it is now. prob kenah kapoh by my sis to be used as a clothes horse. haha. it'll be strange when we move, but still, in the meantime, i just want to enjoy having my room back again..

ooo...and now i have a new driver in the house. wahahaha~ FREE TAXI~~~~ =P

i played ball today! woohooo~

had to wait like the whole day to play loh since it was raining all through the day. finally played at night wit davin..jes' went down to shoot abit, worked some on my handle. its cool hanging out like that wit him jes' like old times. esp the talk cock session after the ballin'...mmm...trying to perfect my crossover though. did some slight changes and added a couple' a fakes here and there..but its okay now. can get by most people~ =P (i hope)

i cant believe the lakers lost today. all steve jabbey's fault lor. (boy, was he an angry little man)

didn't reallie do anything else today..mostly spent time at home with my mom.

ah the joy of having nothing to do.

im joking. the boredom is killing me.

I have DECIDED.

i'ma take up ballin' again. yepp. u got me right. BALLIN'.

after watching lebron and ricky "circa 1970 supa 'fro ala dr.J-Julius Erving" davis tonight, i just can't stop emulating their dynamism on the court together. not to mention darius miles and the main man tonight with the career high in points, Carlos Boozer. (yepp what a name~)

No wonder the ben wallace and co. got whooped.

no matter, still doesn't sway me from gettin' back in the groove, dancin' and emulating moves in my living room.

Unfortunately, does cause my sister to shout at me to sit down and stop blocking the tv.

ah. the end of yet another day wasted at home. i can't believe how i spent today. wot a pig man, seriously. firstly, i woke up at 3. yes, that's right. THREE. that means automatically skipping breakfast and lunch. heheh. and wot did i do after waking up? err. bum around the house. play NBA live 2k4. errr. hey. i cant rem...err..eat dinner. errr. watch nba. errr..tt's about it actually. cant believe it. THAT'S ALL. gosh i wish i did something more productive today. wanted to play some bball but it rained all day too. shall..nono...MUST play tomorrow.

The funny thing is..im getting thinner.

what?

people are damn complicated eh?

i cant stand it. i really cant. why? why do people do such things? why are people so...so insensitive? so oblivious to those around them that they just cant seem to realise how foolish they are. and immature. I myself am in no position to be judgmental, but some things are just damn OBVIOUS alright? really i question your actions.

on the flipside. i realise kids really do brighten up my day. wahaha...they are so innocent. so darn cute. there was this little girl on the train who had absolutely the cutest smile ever. there i was on the train, seething at what had happened earlier,when she comes up to me and pulls at my jeans...barely past my knees..she looks up at me with her lovely doe-eyes and gives me this angelic smile~

dang


if i ever have a daughter when im old and all i'ma love her to bits..heheh