i shall be quiet.

because there is nothing to argue nor say

Again

i wonder.

if i can trust like that anymore.

"the first cut is the deepest" - sheryl crow



but He binds, He heals and He makes whole.
the One that i trust
I pray that i trust
with all my heart.

mashed potatoes.

the difference between discipline and punishment.

punishment and judgement.

hmmmmm. that's alot to think about.

Father

thank You. Thank You for loving me. ive said it time and again Lord. I am not worthy. not one inch of me. not one thought. makes me worthy. but i pray Lord, that through the love of Jesus who died on the cross and has risen again, i pray that my heart wont forget your love.

may i never ever forget Lord

For You alone are God, maker of heaven and earth

are where my help comes from



because You alone Lord are love. Father I pray Lord that this love permeates to the deepest parts of my heart. Because You alone Father, know me better that i do myself. Father this emptiness, this idleness, Father, I would like to pray that it goes away. that Your love be evident in all that i do, in all my actions Father. Father help me flee from temptation. let me soul long for You, long to worship You forever, in Your power and majesty. I lift my hands, lift my eyes, lift my voice towards the heavens, for You my song and shield.

Thank You Lord


i dont want to be all over the place anymore. i want to be grounded Lord, grounded in You. How great is Your Love.

How great is Your Love

HOW GREAT IS YOUR LOVE

For everything.

Thank You Lord

for this life that You've given me

in my words, may i mean each one. self control, love, patience, kindness, not because of me Lord, but because You love them. You love each one the way You have shown me how You do. each one, not one less. oh how amazing Father. How amazing is Your love. That emcompasses all things. that has the gentleness to offer peace and comfort beyond expression and understanding, yet powerful enough to bring down every fortress and stronghold. Your love conquers Lord. and may in Your Word and love, may we be more than conquerors through faith, hope and strength that we find in Jesus.

not a religion, a relationship.

growth, a tree. a great tree

Father may i go forth Lord, with the joy and hope in You alone. not by my actions, rationality or thoughts, but with a fresh spirit invigorated with a passion for You.

Jesus, thank You. in Your name i pray, Amen :)

love, jon.

21st august 2007

im beginning to understand

at least just a lil bit
of how You feel Lord
to have promises broken


hopes to be dashed
security
trust
taken away

time and time again. to be failed. to be let down.

what on earth am i hoping for?

and yet
You SHINE
let me hope for something greater Lord
let me put my trust and my hope in You
The Christ
Son of the Living God
to whom all glory, honour and praise is to be
forever and ever

because You are worthy O Lord
more than worthy
come enter in

Blessed are the poor in spirit

Thank You Lord
for loving me

In the name of Jesus
Amen

:)

yourboss :)

hahaha miss k only you know the address only you know the address

pls dont go and spread it haha

im thinking..

potatoes!

Who else?

i can't believe all the stuff that's going on right now.

on the one hand, there's a voice that's telling me its all ok. a sense of peace. joy. security. forward looking. big picture looking. teaching. telling me i am loved. teaching me how to love, with a love that is not selfish/selfseeking. one that glorifies Someone Else. it's incredible. just with all that i give up, my wants my needs my desires, in its place births... something different. something great. something of life. something that feels eternal. just as how the song goes, it feels very much like the 'voice of truth'.

but is it really? haha.

well, lets just say it does feel that way :)

on the otherhand, my mind is a completeblur. images, dreams, nonsensethoughts cloud and coerce me into going down some paths i oughtnotto. sillythings and unrealistic expectations have very much been my undoing. getting me owned moreoftenthannot.

i pray Lord, that i will seek You first.

In the name of Jesus,
Amen.

STOP.

"Be still, and know that I am God;





I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."





Psalm 46:10






Lord I give you my heart.







Come have Your way in me.