I woke up!

..at 3pm today. but this really isn't about that. I may have wasted most of the day in a veryunsuccessfu attempttoreducethesizeofmyeyebags, but trust me i got alot more out of today then i usually do most days. I've woken up to other things. waaaaay more important things. and its all because of You.

-and yes krystin if you're reading i sorta did the joinupwordstoformanewword thing from you cuz i just read your blog. heheh. pardon me! =)

Josh Smith is just craaaaazy. dang how i wish i could fly like that. mad ups.

3 bangla workers hanging out on the sidewalk

Saved.

To the 3 people who saw me in a suit today, well. i was actually trying hard to avoid being seen. The whole moot court thing went okay i guess. Max sorta got owned by the opposition. Steve was great but crashed out near the end. Though i think we did a pretty good job, there obviously were some bits that didn't go our way. Can't believe they could set us up like that. They got it all wrong. And then. I just had to somehow. It was strange. There was a strange compulsion to stand up, interupt, and set things right. Couldn't let them have the last say, right? Better to make a statement than go down in flames. So i did. Took the bullet for steve-O. Saved the day, as rambo called it.

But it really wasn't me.

It was He.

and i am more than thankful.


*also, sorry lil panda! another time la. =D whahaha.

yes this is max wit a crazy burnout. heh.

K.

'...I already believe.
that there are some people i'm not meant to wait for
and so i understand
as long as i keep holding on
that's the reason behind my tears
You won't believe
if you marry me
the bliss of tomorrow
I only want you to understand
my heart feels love till it wants to throw up...'

...ai ai ai ai dao yao tu...
...love love love till puke...

Issin't it soooooo funny when you try to translate lyrics from chinese to english? It ain't so bad when you do english to chinese, but the other way? JUST HILARIOUS. and i have been subtle and conservative with my choice of words already.

for people who don't know, this is eason chan's 'K ge zhi wang'.

yeah and im kinda sick. really.

what is it about rainy days.

there's something really nice about rainy days. Not when it's storming and all that..but there's just this sense of calmness. of peace sortof. i have this really nice memory of sitting by the window and looking outside. back in good ol' singapore. it's almost evening and i sip away at a nice warm cuppa in my hands. just taking a breather and thinking about nice things as i watch the raindrops trickle down the window glass. usually accompanied by soft music with meaningful words.

I used to be thinking of you.

now i think of You.

OHAIYO

yawn. yes i do believe in sleep banks. thats why i guess no one will find it the least bit startling if i say i that i just woke up from a 15+hr sleep. hehehe. im in a good mood!! lalalala. now for some food. you get hungry you know, sleeping so much. soon panda==>pig.

sleep deprivation does wonders for your eyes.

It sorta makes it darker.
at least, im talking about the bags around my eyes
which are just huge
interestingly enough
i probably look just like a panda now

its 7am.
i'm still in the lab

understand.

I get it. yet i don't.
why does it always seem this way?
is it just a matter of understanding?
if i am able to comprehend
to make sense
to apply logic
to envision
is that enough
yes?
and
no.
sometimes it just isn't that simple
although how nice it would be if it were so.
simplicity.
but there really is more to it
sometimes you have to go one step further
If i am able to relate

to submit

to open up

to let go


to feel

is that enough?

perhaps.

i may not understand
but it doesn't matter

He does.

sleep kinda late. or early. regardless, good morning!

well well well.

well. can't believe it myself. but i have fixed up this blog of mine. mmm..somehow managed to. motivation is hard to come by these days. comes in spurts so i guess i should make the most of this right now. haha. well..should i get back into this bloggy business thingy or just continue imagining that i never had one? well i guess.. i cant tell now, but things seem to be looking up for this poor bloggy thingy..page...blog..yeah u know.

well at least i fixed up all the missing images and borders! buhbyee to all 'em broken link image thingys! (they looked cool for awhile. sorta. heh.)

well. for starters. i cant stop saying well.
WELL now. ummm.. my hands are so cold i can barely type. porperyl. prpley. PROPERLY. there! ha.

things sure are looking cheery. hope i have a swell time doing my assignment.

well, at least i can rant and complain about it.

i have a blog.

again.