seeds

i can wait,

and yet i cannot wait.

i will wait,

but i shall not wait.


there is a passion that i want to put on hold

but somehow i know i shouldn't


because it's when i lay it all down

that i find my life again


i'll be waiting

interesting

today wasn't the best start.

i still need some tweaking to do, but need to continue to press on. i understand this is a preparation period and when the bomb does drop it's gonna be without any breathing room. thus! i need to take this seriously.

"We never give up!" - paulpierce. haha funny nba chants.

it didn't end too badly though. TS3 was awesome. very heartwarming and brings me back to a time when my world was mostly make-believe too. could hear T sobbing away a couple of seats down. haha. interesting time buying choctops with E. can't watch a hoyts movie without choctops. no, can't watch ANY movie without choctops! (so that was what was missing when i watched a movie in singapore!)

here's to pressing on for tomorrow. g'night world.

ps. hjl's covers are kinda interesting haha. reminds me of the night we massacred the mic for 5+ hours just before i flew back here. maybe i should try something too?

3 things

one. remember.
two. ask.
three. substitute with something else - aural, verbal

good, sounds like a plan.

more than that

i guess i hate writing about this

but it's true.

it's the one thing that makes me go crazy

but also the one thing that brings me closer

IF i can overcome it

IF i can remember

IF i (finally) choose You

everyday.

at the end of the day

you don't know what you've lost till its gone

it's also difficult to wait - more and more difficult each time

how many times can you be broken?

i don't know.

but i try to remember everyday, that i've been made new.

i suppose

in the end, the words dont really do justice.

is it really a question of words anymore?



its more like

i agape you

and with that

i also phileo you

hahaha

so funny la, this play of words!

hope.

i'm sorry.

me

can't believe.

that i found my voice again.

I give it all.

I once was lost, but now I’m found

So far away, but I’m home now

I once was lost, but now I’m found

And now my lifesong sings

I once was blind, but now I see

I don’t know how, but when He touched me

I once was blind, but now I see

And now my lifesong sings

I once was dead, but now I live

Now my life to You I give

Hallelujah

Let my lifesong sing to You