i can't believe all the stuff that's going on right now.
on the one hand, there's a voice that's telling me its all ok. a sense of peace. joy. security. forward looking. big picture looking. teaching. telling me i am loved. teaching me how to love, with a love that is not selfish/selfseeking. one that glorifies Someone Else. it's incredible. just with all that i give up, my wants my needs my desires, in its place births... something different. something great. something of life. something that feels eternal. just as how the song goes, it feels very much like the 'voice of truth'.
but is it really? haha.
well, lets just say it does feel that way :)
on the otherhand, my mind is a completeblur. images, dreams, nonsensethoughts cloud and coerce me into going down some paths i oughtnotto. sillythings and unrealistic expectations have very much been my undoing. getting me owned moreoftenthannot.
i pray Lord, that i will seek You first.
In the name of Jesus,
Amen.
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