Monday, August 22, 2005

His love.

Lord i am broken. I am lost. I know not what to think, say or feel. Lord where are You?
I need You.



I am here



Where? I know you're meant to be in me. with me. but i dont feel you. how come?



I am here



Why is it like this? I feel so. so empty. i long for it. yearn. i've felt it before, once. maybe twice. but i dont feel anything. not yet, not now. why? where is your place in this? i want it, Lord. i want it!



You are my child, and I love you



But listen! i really really want it! why is it not this way? why do i need it to make me feel like i'm me? i cant stop thinking about it, i reaally cant.



I love you



But its not so much what happens now or later, maybe i could do without it. maybe if you give me one chance at it to see if it is to be then i'll be happy. maybe?



I love you



why cant i see it the way that its meant to be. is it even meant to be. i cant bear it any longer



I love you



wha..? what was that? im so lost. broken.



I love you



...i don't know anymore. I...



I love you



....



I love you









I love You too.



Do you know how much Jesus loves you?

" so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love surpasses all knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." [Ephesians 3:17-19]

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