Im addicted.

I cant stop..cant think..cant control the urge to just do it once more.
cant resist the temptation..like its calling me.. inviting me..crying out to me

the voices scream inside my head.

images surface

how i long to relish it once again. but yet i fight

less i be ruined

i will not give in. will not give in despite my desire

a desire that goes unsatiated

I control.

I resist.

and yet..

my hand still reaches for it.







the last pack of chocolate milk.